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somewhere over the rainbow, i see stars.

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im here, *jumps around.*
yes you see me.
spent the whole day mugging, was in one crazy dark mood earlier on.
like some draco malfoy only.
anyway, grandma made some fried wonton or something.
really yummy, i miss her loads!
she has the best cooking i swear <3

oh, im let out of the house to go celebrate trina's birthday tomorrow!
she's gonna be fiffffteeeeeeeeen yo. <3

im here today with a proper question (:
what gives YOU inspiration?
whether its for a drawing, a piece of music, an essay, a photo..
what made you want to do it?
its hard finding inspiration naoadays, to me anyway.
i've no idea why.
suddenly im at loss of words, or dont know what to paint, draw or take a photo of.
is this normal? :O

life's gonna go back to the same soon.
my grandma aint gonna live with us anymore, and the domestic helper would be going to stay with her somewhere else too.
life's gonna return back, i wish everything will be alright...

right nao, i wanna be soemwhere far away.
anywhere but here.
i wanna drift into a daydream, get carried away.
to escape from this awful stress.
i'll fly to london, then to paris and maybe sail the seven seas.
i will pen everything into my diary,
seek inspiration in farms, in rivers, in clouds.

its a dream, its all a dream.


i wish i could draw and paint like that.
i think, i think i'll miss you... :o 35 36 37 38