they say Arieans aint romantic, i decided to prove them wrong.

Hello, i just got my computer fixed with some tweeking here and there.

so the past few days just whizzed by with injuries from my klutziness.

-18th september-

hai, my com broke down half way through this post.

but im back nao, after hours of fixing it.

so, i should start on my homework soon.

Here's a question for you guys, did you ever wondered what others think of you?

as in not those random reactions and what nots.

i meant by their impression and what you mean to them and all.

like if someone asked you, what's (insert name) to you?

questioning your presence in people's hearts/mind/life.

its interesting actually.

you get to think if you are actually significant in someone's life.

i like to think about these often.

its like a reflective time.

you think about what you had done to this friend of yours, and what he/she might have thought/felt about you.

and if it was something bad, maybe you should change it.

change the way you treat the person.

lol, i've no idea why im crapping so much.

Another thought: what would happen if this certain person leaves your life?

this certain name floated into my mind.

it will be weird, and awkward if i woke up one day not being able to talk to him.

i've no idea why.

do you guys ever get so attached to someone that you just cant imagine what life would be without him/her?

its frightening to some extent.

especially when you realise that the person cant be with you forever and that one day you guys wont talk anymore, that you will be busy with your own lives.

that maybe that someone would be leaving school soon, and that you guys wont talk ever again.

its scary, isnt it? :/