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a tuesday afternoon with a guitar.

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when you're up alone at night.

hello, im back blogging.
went back to school for biology lesson.
i've really lost the motivation to study.
i need to find it back, real quickly.

dont you guys hate it too?
its as if we're studying for the sake of that damn certificate.
we aint even studying the things we want to.
k for starters, i wanna take history.
not amath.
art and not chem.
its frustrating that all we get to do is meet the demands of this whole crazy society.

(i rather so some crazy 20 suicide tosses than study chem :/ )

and im nomming on cranberries.
having some crazy headache.
dragged the guitar out just nao and tried playing.
its practically impossible :/
i swear my fingers hurt so bad.

mhm, my sunburn's getting better i guess.
been treating it with some yogurt mask.
andddddddd i feel like going for a tour at the body shop.
been ages since i went there :B

im staring at my lomo and its staring back at me.
i've no idea what to shoot with it.
:X

i've a pile of uncompleted homework, and i know i wont find any other time to do it.
gonna be back at school, probably in the field for the next 3/4 days?
sunblocccckkkkk

k anyone wanna go watch smurf with me?
or the johnny show.
or the horror movie, the cat.


jotting in a diary of words.
im having a serious obsession with floral prints.
shootme.

/edit
the fcuk is all this pretending for.
if you guys are going out, just tell me right in the face yo.
i rather be alone than some sub in person you only remember when you've noone else.
stop it alrights.
seriously, when you're not with the rest you drag me around with you.
when you're with them i just get erased and left to navigate my schedule?
that's brilliantly clever of you with an overdosage of meaness.
can we stop all this?
im getting tired of it.
let's just be that, classmates.

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