im back with a decent post.
not really, i'll try not to crap much alrights?
today morning was a "look.at.yourself.in.the.mirror.and.start.cursing.at.the.hundred.imperfections.you.see" day.
life's unfair, im having a skin issue here yo.
i hate sunburns, i mean the red's okaye
but the after effects are freaking lucid bad.
check out the peeling skin.
and it doesnt help that it looks all charred on my sensitive skin.
its bad alrights :/
i think my body enjoys taking turns to torture me.
a week or two ago, i was complaining about me being fat and what nots.
due to the whole band standdown and no exercise thing >.<
and nao that ive band, sure i feel better about my body but not my face -_-
sunnnnnnnnnnn.
oh youknow my mum read about this medicine that you have to take,
and you'll be so called protected from uv rays and what nots.
that's what the scientists claim la.
it basically stops your cells from producing melanin or something.
and yeah you'll get all fair and what not, but suffer from vitamin deficiency.
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and people do the whole invasive surgery thing to stop melanin production.
body modification, its called.
and that's what my skin is like anyway.
i read it up, sensitive skin, with a too thin epidermal layer.
and all this melanin (the cells that produce the tan thingy), it protects me from skin cancer.
so yeah, if i dont have them i'll probably be dead nao ._.
am i boring you guys out?
here's a random question.
who judges if a person's pretty or not, too fat or too short?
there are just this certain limits to things.
and i've no idea who implemented them.
why cant a fat person be pretty,
who said a short person was ugly?
and what's too short, or what's ugly?
we all have our own judgmental views i guess.
we see beauty differently, see heights differently,
so in our eyes, everyone can be beautiful cant they?
apologies again, just speaking out my mind.
this morning, had a volleyball session with friends.
-awkward-
should i go out tomorrow morning?
hdkfhdjdhgjfhgjfs feel like it, but.............
rawr.
k in the house alone.
its a sunday and im blogginggg.
tomorrrrrowwww, should i go should i go should i go??
:O
paris in our hands, i want a figurine like that :O
