take a look at yourself in the mirror, do you still recognize yourself?
it was flashing, flickering.
she stared at it while her fingers moved.
they pulled it out from its hiding corner, under the pillow.
she hesitated, touched it.
no, it wasn't him.
she had her fingers moving again, she held the button a tad too long.
the screen went off.
she found herself placing the phone back to where it was.
Hello.
Aries people, or i should call Arieans are always known for being impulsive, courageous, brave, confident etc.
i find it surprising.
cause the Arieans whom i know of, including myself, are not always like that.
In fact, i realised beneath it all there was something else.
that perhaps only Arieans like us could identify among each other.
the dare devil and courage was merely an act of defense.
in my opinion of course.
Everyone's afraid of disappointment.
perhaps afraid of others expectations and judgment.
Arieans aren't afraid of others, they're afraid of themselves.
Afraid of letting themselves down, of being less than perfect to themselves.
They're afraid, of judging themselves.
I doubt they really bothered what others thought.
K, so maybe they do.
but others' opinion aint as important as their self approval.
No matter how harsh others can be, they wont be as affected as failing themselves.
Soooo, what i really meant was.
I passed amath, and damn it im not exactly happy.
i mean sure im happy that my mum will no longer bug me, or that my dad wont look at me and sigh.
but it doesnt make me joyous, if you catch my drift.
im on the verge of failing english.
and i know its just by a mark.
a teeny weeny stingy mark.
and that others might probably im being a snob since almost everyone else failed too.
but its that self expectation i guess.
if you're some depressed kid who's gonna get offended by what im about to say, just go away k.
no offence, but ya.
English.
its probably the only exam i look forward to.
perhaps the only subject i pay full attention to, or that i actually enjoyed doing hw from.
no, im not kidding.
its the only subject im really good at i guess.
i mean hello, i suck at all the rest k.
i barely pull through the rest.
and english, its just easy.
yeah, it has always been.
though i dont do well.
I guess i can play with words better than sums.
so yeah, i was really really hoping that i could get a B or something for eoys this round.
hahah, looks like im gonna get a c.
fuu, what it this.
:/
i swear i cant fail english.
i would bloody go wail my eyes out.
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