Guardian angels on leave.

 

Hi.

i dont know what im doing here.

prelims have started, im supposed to be cramming venice notes into my brain.

the hell.

 

i am getting so easily distracted these days, it bothers me.

yes, i've tried dumping my phone in my closet, shutting the door to my room, scolding myself aloud,

but still.

i look at the book for maybe a min, look at the watch, look at the book again and realised that i was thinking about sandcastles in newyork.

 

YAH. im feel so hopeless, i want to kill myself too.

Oh but im not here to rant today.

I have a question.

Do you believe that we have our own guardian angels? :o
i dont know, the question just popped up in my head the other day.
im careening down the slippery slope of insanity, i know.

But really, do we?
And if we do, who are they??
I was thinking hmmm, maybe they're some closed ones that had already passed on.
But afterwards i thought, so do they get to choose who to look over? Or do WE get to choose who we want??
*thinks thinks*

I think it's the former that made sense.
Then again, i dont think there are enough angels to go around looking after everybody.
so maybe, maybe we dont have one YET.
like after we die or something, we get to choose to look after someone.
or maybe the other way round too.

So technically we can just say that our guardian angels are on Vacation- holiday on earth :)
and one day, after maybe 80 years or so they will need to report back to work.
haha, what a nice way of phrasing death..

Well, so my take on angels are that

1. They get to choose whichever age they like, so they can be like their 3 year old self or 21 or 81 or something.

2. I still cant figure if they have white fluffy wings or do they dress in white tuxedo suits and pencil skirts... hmmm.

3. They basically fly behind you everywhere, help you ace your tests, save your ass from embarassing moments, and be some fairy godmother for you (:

Wonderful wonderful imagination.
Last question, so who do you want to look after, after you die?
which might unfortunately happen anytime and anywhere, but it does sound fun becoming a guardian angel..