did you see us, before, then, in the past?

i've never been more honest.

every bit of me never felt more exposed.

 

when you're stripped right down to your ankles,

leaving your heart bare.

entrusting your soul to someone else

what do you feel.

 

it felt like that too.

the other time.

i thought this was it.

nothing ever felt so right.

how could one ever feel this good.

it's like a warm spring day after a month of winter.

 

but it all crashed through.

they said i trusted too much.

thought too much, hoped too much.

 

and i told myself,

silly girl, is this love?

no it isnt, it's just a fling of your life time.

 

so explain to me then,

why it hurts this much.

someone write a guidebook for me

what on earth this is.

 

this ebbing throbbing feeling that refuses to go away.

 

tell me what this is.

 

 

am i at fault in wanting to get rid of it.

its uncomprehensible why i always end up

this weak.

 

tell me how to get back again,

to the old times

when a young innocent heart wasnt fooled again and again.

 

when i heed to noone but myself.

bring me back again.

 

someone.

 

 

peace y.