Hey guys, im back again.
9 days till the Papers.
i dont even know what im feeling right now.
numb.
Then again let me try to attempt, just as i always do.
insanity.
i feel as if im growing up too fast.
too quickly.
If you know me well enough, you know how much i really detest becoming an adult.
but i cant do anything to stop it from occurring can i?
Adults.
they dislike noise, their taste buds disapproving the wonderful candies that children adore.
they criticise, they judge, they know better.
I dont want to grow up.
yet i see myself changing a little by little, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year.
everything seems too noisy these days.
clouding my thoughts with senseless sounds.
and i seem to have lost my sweet tooth too.
the thought of it depresses me.
maybe its a temporary thing.
i hope it is.
for what use is a person who loves desserts but find every sweet overwhelming?
useless.
that's not gonna happen.
im staying young, live like we're young!
Have you ever thought why things go astray?
why things tend to congregate together and happen at the same time at the oddest moment for the strangest duration?
Have you ever thought, how one can cause despair to another, can bring joy to others, can break another's heart?
Have you ever thought again, that you are a selfish being for trying something out but jeopardizing another?
Sometimes, we humans think too much about others, about ourselves, about everyone.
We need a break now and then in life, where we would talk to anyone we like, stay up as long as we feel like it, do something just because you feel like it.
