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polar bears...
Hey.
sorry, i dont have much to say today but felt like blogging anyway.

Went to study w nise at mac yesterday.
Met a "fortune teller".
he appeared out of nowhere and started talking to us.
some of what he said made sense hmm.

Oh and i had dinner w my family after.
THE COFFEE SHOP HAD A POWER FAILURE TWICE.
lmao, unexpected day.

Took 18 mins of Foster The People to drag me out of bed this morning.
went running at 630AM.
gonna start work at 10.

i feel... dreary.
those days when you feel like you've been through a rolling storm, and crashed on to the rough sandy shore.
as if the huge waves have drowned your soul, bits and pieces of you, pushing you to your limits.
im tired.

15 more days.
let's fight this.

Begin Again, T swift.


Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels, but I do
Turned the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song but I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early
And you stand and wait
And I walk to you
You pulled my chair out and helped me
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny 'cause he never did
I've been spending the last 8 months thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl
Who has as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why I'm coming off a little shy
But I do

But you throw your head back laughing like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny 'cause he never did
I've been spending the last 8 months thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe I watched it begin again

And we walk down the block to my car
And I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies
That your family watches every single Christmas
And I won't talk about that
For the first time, what's past is past

'Cause you throw your head back laughing like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny 'cause he never did
I've been spending the last 8 months thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
Then on a Wednesday in a cafe I watched it begin again
Then on a Wednesday in a cafe I watched it begin again

peace y.

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