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Results in two weeks, holycow.

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Im wasting my life away.

sigh.

Last 2 weeks before the results.
:/

No christmas haul this entry, no mood to post one tonight.

2012 passed in a drift.
This year isnt one of beginnings.
Neither does it consist of only endings.
It's a year of mhm, second chances.

2012 was a year for me to amend all my foolish mistakes, and thankgod there were opportunities for me to ameliorate past choices before i die of regret.

1. There was the SYF earlier this year, and it was a chance for me to put in 200% of my efforts in the competition i suppose.
Compared to 2010, 2012's routine was so bloody strenuous but im glad that despite the crazy physical demand of it, i gave my very all in it.
2nd chance to do myself justice, at least i tried my best.

2. Ever since band ended, hell started academic wise. I had to deal with pure studying for hours and hours just to catch up with the syllabus i had been sleeping through the entire 2011. Weeks and months simply passed by like that, with my head buried in the books. But still, it was a 2nd chance for me to get my knowledge in proper order before the actual examinations. Im utterly grateful for the extra timespan given to me, and hahah my bio teacher, Ms chong for that Meet-The-Parent-Session which got me into restudying my entire chemistry textbook for the whole June holiday.

3. 2nd chances to know all my school mates more, classmates as well.
I got to reconnect with plenty of them, got to know more people. Got to speak my mind to the people i cared about, got 2nd chances to show my every bit of sincerity which i never did before..

Okay i thought of more earlier on, but none is arriving in my brain cells right now :/

ANYWAY.
i believe this year was one filled with the most
STUDYING, WAILING and PLAYING.
really.

I've never watched/went out this many times in just Nov and Dec.
The 2 months definitely equates to my past 3 years and 10 months of holidays added together.
O.O
that's quite a lot.
Not that im complaining ((:

Heh.
righty, abrupt sign off here.
i need a drink.
byeeee.

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