Hi guys, just so you know, i might be on hiatus for a bit.
my laptop is officially dead *cries*
no but really, it decided to abandon me one fine day.
deep sigh.
Using my bro's desktop to do my hw.
Today started out really great, i was actually hyped up for school can you believe it.
but somewhere along the day thing started mellowing.
took a 2 hour nap just now, and for the first time ever, i dont feel better.
The old habit is back,
thinking thinking thinking.
Xin calls it being paranoid.
i dont even know if there's a name for it.
Things wont be the same again right?
bad luck has to run out after so many times of Almosts..
for once i'm actually hoping whatever will happen will be incomparable to the past.
those were fine on their own back then, but look what happened, where it got me landed.
*shakes head*
Somehow i needa learn how to stop acting indifferent, pretending.
wont do me good.
and im actually keen on changing, letting my defenses go down once more.
optimism at it's best.
I'm only hoping this wont backfire and hit me in the gut.
What's that word i knew a while back?
oh right, Faith.
