That's what i said.
every single time.
none of them worked anyway.
or maybe it did the last time,
but who knows if it will this round.
Walls built up all around.
cold hard bricks.
taken down piece by piece.
Sometimes my reflexs kick in, i dodge avoid fear.
what's the point anyway, when so much is given and nothing good comes out of it.
to land myself in a situation where im heartstrings are attached to not soley myself.
getting controlled, affected, weak.
I dont want another play thing.
not this time, im tired of games.
getting used and tossed, not the best feeling ever.
