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 HEY GUYYYYS WHOOOOOHOOOOOO PROMOS ARE OVER PROMOS ARE OVER PROMOS ARE OVER

hahahhaha, dont mind me.
im just really glad i got to finally rest after the intense mugging (esp today)
caught 2 GUNS with joel and he bought GTA5 so im all left to have my own time hahahah.

honestly though, its been awhile since i spent time on my own.
i cant say i missed it though.
still ambivalent about it.

the last few days were a lil bad,
with all the exam stress and stuff.
plus i kinda realise that i might be bordering on the whole over reliance/dependent part of life.
depending on others for happiness.


But time alone, whether its just the few hours that im still spending through
(that are passing so slowly i dont even know why)
made me realise that hey happiness should actually stem from ourselves.
and whatever happiness that others bring to you should be an additional "bonus" of some sort.

Does that make sense?
so if we are happy by the things WE do, when others make us happy, we feel extra extra happy.
and the whole world will be full of joyous people.

im just saying.
its 12.42am.
im really sleepy.

was just thinking how my life has changed tremendously since last year, this day maybe.
i love it now as it is.
and im thankful for all that has changed, for it was for the better.

goodnight.
ciao.

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