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i feel like a cat.
Hey.
currently feeling really ambivalent rn.
but relatively good i would say.

Yesterday was one of those "Life is going greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat" days (:
started the morning with dance, 
which was so freakin tiring
-my muscles are aching-
but it paid off cause we impressed some people in the school (Y)

Was kinda thinking about it and realised that the success of a performer relies greatly on the audience :O
A choreography can look incredible to the dancer herself,
but what's the point if noone appreciates it right?
"i live for the applause, applause, applause..."

Hah, 
how apt.

Went home to make presents after dance~
Im moving like a snail ugh.
kinda overwhelmed by all the gifts/ideas that i have and everything.
christmas is a big deal after all!

mummy says that we wont have presents from Santa anymore this year D:
no more perfume BOOHOO D;

as much as it sounds really kiddish and all,
there's something ..."hogwarts like", "magically like" about finding presents on the doorstep
on christmas morning...
all grown up.
sigh.
Met Sharon and shuning for dinner afterwards!
Their treat since they're both working ~
hahhaha.
& went to vivo afterwards for Coldstone and well, h&m was still having the crazy sale so we went in supposedly to "just take a look"...

That obviously didnt happen hahaha.
Bought the knit pullover that i've been yearning for forever,
it was the last piece, i had to get it!!
50% off (Y)



& got some other stuff for gifts too ;)

ended the day with joel coming back from aussie~~~~
(^__^ )/
like finally, finally.
hahahha, watch us get down to mugger mode in a few days.
hopefully will be more productive w him around.

speaking of being all grown up,
i finally got the guts to do my brows.
I've been considering it for the longest time, 
but well there are far too many brows-gone-wrong stories that freak me out.
plus i've witnessed at least 10 people with that issue too eeeks.

so virgin trip to do the brows,
it hurts.
im not gonna lie hahaha.
but i think i've pretty high tolerance to pain, 
considering that i've pierced my ears, waxed and all.
doesnt hurt too badly.



Ta-daa, end result.


 here comes the ambivalent part.
i think it needs some getting used to??
as in, i think i look less of a lil girl now.
no idea if its good or bad,
but im getting the "i pretty much like it" vibe...

mhm.
mood's getting a little off,
dad's been thundering all day .___.
boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

& i really need to quit procrastinating for real.
before i flunk j2 even before school starts.

ending on a low note,
:(
ciao.

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