Dear Hanjing,
it's going to be alright.
Everything's going to be alright eventually.
maybe not temporarily, but everything will fall in place somehow.
at least you got your priorities arranged properly this round.
not the best fit but E for effort.
If only these Es can translate on to your prelim result slip.
43 days till the A levels.
that's your ticket out.
there's no way you're going to make it out there with your current state.
43 days to get your act together and a couple more till freedom.
you'll sort yourself out after that, just push everything away for now and get through this.
you've flunked an entire year, time for a decent comeback.
43 days, let's go.
P.S
Kudos for working out for the past two days.
endorphins will do you good.
with love,
your little bit of optimism.