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it's tough staying positive when you're surrounded with so much negativity.
today has been an exceptionally tolling day on me, and ugh i've just been so frustrated even a cookie didnt help.
and i attribute it all to the haze.
Really.
The haze has been horrendous today and it has really been a physical torture for me.
My lungs have always been on the sensitive side so that means a harder time breathing and also a really dry throat.
The toxic in the air is clearly polluting my skin and oh man, i just feel horrible all over. :(
The worst part comes when I end up being unproductive at home and then the only way where I can breathe and feel physically better is by turning the air conditioner on. And you guys know how much i hate doing it unless absolutely necessary.
It's infuriating that some ridiculous company is burning down trees to clear land and worsening global warming and all that we can do as helpless individuals is switch on the air conditioner while trying to stay alive to salvage the situation yet ironically worsening the issue and causing the ice glacials to melt further.
#FIRSTWORLDPROBLEMS
Excuse the poor doodle, i had to channel my anger somewhere.
I do feel better after doodling though.
Frankly speaking, all the readings that i've been doing for sociology has been making me feel rather disturbed as well. The world's a lot more complex and messed up than I expected, I guess.
Which's quite meh cause i'm suddenly questioning everything in the world hat has been portrayed to be "good" and realising that oh hey, there's a lot more than meets the eye.
Also that there are many economically motivated assholes out there that have been manipulating the world.
Meh.
that's all for my pessimistic ramble.
On the brighter side of life, IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!
or rather a break before hell week.
Have two presentations and two essays coming up the week after which basically spells madness.
